Much to blind to see the damage he's done, sometimes a man must awake to find that, really, he has no one...


Monday, 12 July 2010

Morning Theft

Look how purrty my new blog looks! :) I spent a good two days on that, I'm loving it. I'm kind of OCDish though and keep nitpicking, changing, and rearranging the smallest things that you can't even see. I originally had pictures of people I liked (Em, Jeff, Proof, etc..) going down the side, but all the pictures were different sizes and just looked odd and out of place, so have gone for the next best thing! ;) Yeah I know it kind of makes me look self obsessed, I actually wanted pictures of all my lovely friends but seeing as I don't have any nice ones, I thought it would look a little weird if one of them just came on here and saw their profile picture! Haha. I might have to go to them one by one and ask for permission to lend me their best snaps to make my page look even prettier. "Hey, do you mind if I copy and paste your profile pictures? Cheers". Not weird at all, should be fun. With all the changes going on, I was also considering renaming the blog, I already have a proof reference 'S4JG' in the html, and now the Jeff lyric going under the blog name, maybe an Em based title? I also like the idea of the short and sweet 'Grace', but I think for now Living Proof, That's What I'm Giving You will stay.

I've spent the last couple of days watching T in the Park footage on iPlayer and really been getting in to it. Loving the live performances and obviously Em being there helps. People who have looked good were Florence, Jamie T and surprisingly Black Eyed Peas, but Mumford and Sons stood out for me, they were amazing. They were on at the same time as Em and The banjoist is actually an Eminem fan, who would've thought, and said if they weren't playing he would be watching him. Also, kind of addicted to I'm Not Alone by Calvin Harris after seeing him perform that, I downloaded it straight away and added it to my iPod. Still not seen the footage of Jay-Z and Kasabian, so looking forward to seeing that.

On that subject, I had a pretty cool dream last and I don't really have dreams generally. A few years back, I had this reoccurring dream about me being behind the wheel of a tractor on my busy, main road, and obviously not knowing how to drive it, and the more I pressed down on the brakes, the faster it went, until I eventually woke up just before the impact of oncoming traffic. But that's another story! Last night I dreamt I went to watch Em at T in the Park and due to him being really late on stage and the crowd starting to leave, I managed to get to the front. Once the show started, Em spotted me in the front row in my Proof t-shirt singing along to all the songs so called me on stage. There we performed together and I killed it! Em was so impressed he offered me a contract to sign with Shady Records. I pretty much said yes before he even offered it me, but no one else was supporting me in this. I went home and told my parents that I was moving to America and that once I was famous I would buy a big house and move them all out there, but no one wanted me to go. I told my University friends that I was quitting Uni to go pursue this dream and tried to reassure them that we would still stay in touch, but again, no one was happy about this. I don't know how it all ended, it was about here I kind of regained some consciousness, looked at my phone and it was 7.43, I didn't get back to sleep.

I don't know, lately my sleep patterns have been pretty fucked up. Like during Uni I could stay up 'til whenever without blinking an eye, but now I don't know what it is, soon as it hits 12, I get weeeell tired, hardly keep my eyes open. Pretty funny though, the other day when I woke up to see Lorna and Jake had posted pretty much the same thing. Maybe I'm just not as hardcore as I used to be, getting soft in my old age. Proper gay like.

Over the last couple of days, I've been watching loads of random but awesome documentaries. Oh I love nothing more than a good documentary. And I feel this trend may continue for a while, seeing as now the football has finished. I already have some lined up for tomorrow, and unless I decide to undertake the task of opening my heart again for a new TV show, I'll need some more.

I saw a status update from Joe Windy before and I had a sudden urge to give him a hug.

Thought/Quote/Lyric of the Day...
"If I see a light flashing, could this mean that I'm coming home
If I see a man waving, does this mean that I'm not alone"

x

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