Much to blind to see the damage he's done, sometimes a man must awake to find that, really, he has no one...


Sunday, 22 August 2010

Failure By Design

Just seems like a while since I posted something, so I thought I would, although I don't know what I want to talk about. I apologize for the following.

Seeing as I'm listening to Brand New at the moment, seems like a good place to start. I've not listened to anyone else in almost two weeks now I think, who knows how long it'll continue. It burns away plenty of hours, which I'm quite grateful for. They just don't get old (irony intended).

This is why I'm here really, just to fill an hour or so before football starts. Don't even get me started on how awful my fantasy team did first week up! I'm kind of hungry already, which is not a good sign, the single glass of water in the morning is not looking like the best idea now. I'm craving for a Subways, and some doughnuts, have been so for the last couple of days but kept getting invited to different peoples houses to eat. Hopefully today though.

I think I'm doing good though, I've been a lot more patient I feel and do tend to appreciate things more and have not been complaining nearly as much as I did. Which, hopefully will continue. Saying that, I nearly slipped up yesterday, I think the tiredness and hunger is catching up to me. Also, this morning something happened that in the past would have got me annoyed and angry but now I can just shrug it off. Moreover, it doesn't help that I'm totally bored and frustrated at home now and really want to get away. I used to be able to play the recluse, but after seeing the other side, it's not as fun.

I was bored in the morning after waking up ridiculously early again, so started looking at some old pictures from my colleges days. Wow! Haha, them bad boys need to be buried, although, it was nice to reminisce about people who I've not seen or spoken to in like three years. There was one picture in particular that I really liked. I sometimes miss them days, but I'm alot happier now at University. I always felt like a bit of an outsider at college, like I didn't fit in any group, even though everyone was friendly enough. University, on the other hand, I have somehow managed to end up in the middle of some awesome people. And yes that includes Lorna, just because I know how much she loves this blog and gets upset when I don't mention her! Lol, plus she is pretty cool anyway to be honest :)

Thought/Quote/Lyric of the Day...
I'm sinking like a stone in the sea
I'm burning like a bridge for your body

x

1 comment:

  1. Your obsession with Brand New is unhealthy. I'm ok with it of course... Unless it turns in to an obsession where you become a groupie and begin to wear a strange amount of leather.

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